Twelfth (i think thats right)

For so long I have felt the calling to ministry by God, but I have never fully known what that means I am supposed to do. I found it today:
-I will always remind you of these things, even though you know them and are firmly established in the truth you now have. I think it is right to refresh your memory as long as I live in the tent of this body, because I know that I will soon put it aside, as our Lord Jesus Christ has made it clear to me. And I will make every effort to that after my departure you will always be able to remember these things. (2 Peter 1:12-15)

Here is something else I fell in love with during my study:
-I don't know exactly what a prayer is.
I do know how to pay attention, how to fall down
into the grass, how to kneel down in the grass,
how to be idle and blessed, how to stroll through the fields,
which is what I have been doing all day.
Tell me, what else should I have done?
-Mary Oliver

today was simple to understand...i hope